I don't know if i'm being too emotional. I wasn't like this before. I'd hide my feelings whenever some mishaps happens. But where'd that soul gone to? If you were to ask me that, i'd gladly say i don't know.
These past few days have been a rough one for me, especially today. Hello, people! It's Saturday! Come on! I'm sure to be one of the souls still lingering around the streets of City Hall with bf. But due to my fcuking sickness, it didn't happen. And it's getting from bad to worse. How i'd survive my 2 weeks of skool with these kinda things happening to me. I hope i have the strength to do so.
You know what it's like to be alone? I'm not blaming bf. But i guess i counted every hour when bf will be home and all. Besides, i have no one to talk to at home since everyone's out except me. No one to talk to except Mel. The one who always layan my crap and all. I love you laa Mel! (:
And to think, everytime i wanted to sleep, the thought of bf just haunts me every time(in a good way,alright). I guess we'll never talk today, bf. And that justs worsen my day. I dunnoe what i should do right now. Should i continue to wait? Or shall i just tuck in and wait for another day to come.
It's just the same like when u woke up and thought the sun would shine so that you can go out with loved ones and the next minute, u saw thick clouds covering up the sun. I felt exactly that way. You know when you have to change plans and all for the last minute things that popped up out of a sudden. And i swear i dont know what im feeling right now.
