oh gawd. im exhausted. can someone please help me get back to sleep? seriously. im not joking. okayy wait. i want that SOMEONE to be bf. will u, bf? (:
first things first. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NOR ASIQ BIN KAMAL!
so much things happened in between this and the last post. some good thangs, some bad thangs. let's leave the bad thangs aside and let this post have a good entry. can? caaaaaaaaaaaaaannn.
on thursday, J.L.S crew went slack-ing(which is the routine to everyday life. haha.). i brought bf along, Syaz brought Gendut along and Afiq brought Shira along. and since Apit and Mel are together now, they have their companion. and lastly, my bro sat there without ANY companion. and he CLAIMS that he wants to be single for 2 years. haha. steady uhhh, Wan. haha. (:
On friday and Saturday went baybeats. Only with different group of people. and i felt that on Saturday's was quite boring. yeah. it's because i didn't join in the fun as being a crowd. i wanted to but bf wanted to mosh. so, bf had fun laa. pffts. nvm. as long as he's happy, then i am also. (:
went ton-ing with bf, Ali, Harun, Khai, Wan and Jaza(i think that's how it's spelt.). They had too many drops of liquor. and Ali, Harun & Khai knocked out. WTH sehh. haha. but all in all, i had fun spending time with bf.
bf, do u know that whenever u look deep into my eyes, i felt the sense of comfort? every heartbeat, it makes me feel how lucky i am to have you here by my side & holding on to our relationship. i don't want this to end as much as you do. a simple smile from you makes the world go round. so much that i didn't know whats happening to my surrounding. i ain't lying, bf. every hug u gave me, makes me feel so secure that no one can even touch me. i feel safe whenever i'm with you. and without u here by my side, i don't know what's going to happen to me. i need u to guide me wherever and whatever i do. okayy? til here. its 2:02 pm now. and i guess you should be sleeping like nobody's business. okayy. i love you,bf. til infinity and beyond. (:
and i should be sleeping rite now. im dead beat. bye people. (:
