it's been awhile since i last blogged. practically, there's nothing to blog about this few days. like it's always the same routine over and over again. skool. home. online. sleep. thats about it.
friday. the day i would never ever forget.
since it was saturday yesterday plus my adek's belaaaaaaaaaaaated birthday, i planned to go out with her and treat her. so, two people ain't that fun. besides, i cancelled my date with shira last week. so, i asked shira along. and she's being that sweet girly girl who went down to city hall just to buke with me. after which, she head home while me and adek went to the darn hospital. wth. it's always the same damn thing there. my makciks will be busy telling me and adek that nenek will be staying over at our house and then we have to clean the shit out of her legs. wth sia. sometimes it makes me mad. especially my makcik yg bnyk songeh & bobal werld. she asked us to do, abeh die tu? buat uh sendiri. she even said that me and adek dont have the potential to become a doctor/nurse. sorry to say uh. aku ngn adek pon tak minat langsung. tak semestinye kite tak geli ngn apape, tak semestinye boleh jadi doctor/nurse eh. oh. and u even angkat bakul shameerah? haha. okayy.
recap: "kau bagus. ade potential nak jadi doctor" oh. and this statement really made me feel like puking. sorry uh kalau aku kutok kau tapi makcik kiterorg pon tak pakai otak. die fikir senang2 pe nak jadi doctor. die fikir tutop mate pon boleh jadi pe. haha. wth siaaaaaa. suro die bukak ah sia mate tu. kau sec 3 level pon belom lepas, takyah nak senyum2 kambing uh sia. geram sia.
okayyyy. i shall calm down now. oh. i saw kye,vam & wati yesterday while walking to the bus stop. it made me think about bf.
you know what? i wanna hold on to this. i admit. its always me being the bitch and all. i didnt think of you when im doing things but u made that sacrifice. whatever it is, im still here. waiting for all this to be over.
and people, im still waiting for the last 10 days of Ramadhan. i dont know if it's gonna happen, but im still waiting. its been a week and 2 days. its been a day since we last talk. great. and now, im confused if im still fasting.
