the only person i have in this world. besides my family. he's my everything. you know. not the one whom i just label as MY BF. like im not going around telling people "HEY, NAWR'S MY BOYFRIEND". nah. thats not what gfs do. he's not my thing that i wanna show off. he's just that special person that god have given to me. you know. it's fated between me and him. we're so close now and i don't wish for us to be apart. how'd you feel if you meet ur bf/gf everyday and one day you know its gone? if it's me, im going berserk. going crazy jumping up and down. crying all day and night. talk when necessary. somehow like that.
i dont know why i'd write these things.
bf, if u're reading these, im glad things dont turn out what i sad it was supposed to be. and you know, i love you more than you do. the sacrifices and all. yeah. what i did? yeah you're the only one who know. uh huh. im missing you now. i love you darn lots. i guess it takes a lot of patient to be with me. being muddle-headed and self-centred. whatever it is, im waiting for you. i love you. muacks.