wait. it's 5.46 am right now and im still not asleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep? what the hell is wrong with me? i couldn't sleep. wanted to text bf, oops hendra, but i guess he's sleeping his ass off. nope. not blaming him even one inch cos i know he's not been sleeping well since he got off from his werk. really pity him. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i actually wanted to surprise hendra cos i wanted to post at his lj. but theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen, after i asked him whether i can log in to his account (without him knowing that i wanna post at his lj), he said "whatever for?" i know there's nothing to hide but he's particular about this kinda stuff. so, better dont then to regret later right? cos i very well know what kind of person he actually is. if he say no, means NO! no matter how cute i look like with my puffy eyes and my "pretty please with lotsa cherry on top" wont do any difference.
anyways, since i've been a very good girl for the past few days staying at home, i will be a very busy girl this coming few days. i will be fetching baba later @ the airport. eh, and to think, its kinda fast. its already sundaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. hahaha. he'll be touching down at 12 pm later. gotta go fetch him and maybe starbucks-ing with the family. maybe. and on mondays to wednesdays will be at the court. doing nothing much. maybe just dozing off and entertain myself with the mp3. so, i gotta upload more songs in my phone. dont ask me why im going there. cos i wont bother telling unless u're close to me. and i have to keep myself VERY busy for next week cos hendra's not meeting me for the stretch of the week. dont blame him. blame the schedule that he gets. grrrrrrrr. #$^%&^&$#@#$%&*!@$$%@. but being anunderstanding gf, i should prbably know. damn it. i never ever came across to this kinda situation. but i gotta be strong for him and myself. wheeeeeeeeee. i bet no one wants to date me. hahaha. eh wait. maybe abg will.
yes i know. my post have been dry cos there's no pictres to post laaaa. alamak. must take lotsa pictures. and i bet u'll be bored with my own face. hahaha.
okay la. im done crapping here. but then, i dunnoe if i can sleep well. wait. i HAVE to cos i HAVE to be outs in like what, 6 hours time since the time on my lappie shows its already 6.02am.
gotta blastttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
p/s:its gonna be a tough week for u and i. but it just makes us stronger. (: