yesterday was lepak session with hendra, rahman and suhaimi. oh. they're hendra's friend. the motive of the lepak session was to give some support to our dear friend, suhaimi who had some problem. we hope u're fine. and move on. there's no point in dreaming of the past. yeah. it sure takes time. all u need is a company who can spend their time with u. we're all behind u, supporting u.
well, i've been practically study-ing the atmosphere around me. sure. there's 3 couples i knew who actually broke up in this month, i think. or maybe the past month. i cant remember. it just reminds me of how i used to break up with my ex-bf, noor. horrible feeling. but, life got to move on. for the person whose heart is broken into pieces, its time to stand on ur feet and move on. if u do, then its for the benefit of urself. if u dont, til when will u actually realise there's no point in reminiscing and hopng the other party will come back to u. like hendra said, once ur heart is broken, always remember that ur heart is broken. kalau dorg da ludah, takkan nak gi jilat whatever they say right? it makes no sense. if they ludah at u, u ludah at them back. and say this "i will find a better person than u." all u need is time. time plays a part in this kinda things.
there's no harm in starting fresh right? sure, u and the other person may be in a r/s for quite some time that there's alot of memories for u to erase. for the matter of fact, even if the parents like u and stuff, its not them that u're marrying. its the person. so, be brave to face the cruel things in the world. i've been locked up like a prisoner for 6 months. and i regret for that. what ever it is, u still HAVE and GOT to move on, right?
sometimes, when i think back, girls mature faster than boys. but what if the boy is older than u? does that mean we're at the same maturity level? okay. take for example, hendra and me. he's 3 years older than me, but im still the kiddy2 girl. maybe if u compare me to the person of the opposite sex, who is the same age as me, maybe, just maybe u can see that girls are more matured. but in cases like these, its degrading for me to actually see that girls play behind the guys back. its usually the opposite. well, maybe the world is round. and the procedure for the girl to ask for a break up is:-
1: their attitude change towards u. 2: they say they need the "time-off" 3: after the "time-off", let's go our separate ways.
REASON: i still love you but i need the time alone. fcuk la. its so secondary skool.(okay. im pissed.)
guys, if ur girls are in the process of either one of these three stages, pls be careful. and pls get ready to be dumped. but to think back, its not THAT difficult. howwabout, u come up with a situation where ur partner keeps quiet to u for, lets say, 5 days STRAIGHT? how'd u feel? if u ever come across with this situation, be prepared for more okay? cos seriously, i've been in that situation. it kills, trust me.
i think i've said too much. its up to u to really stand up and forget everything bit by bit. well, there's still karma. u can never know when it will happen. (:
nevertheless, i spent a great night with hendra(love-love), rahman and suhaimi. be strong ok bro? (:
