if possible, i dont wanna recallback what happened. but becos i messed everything up, i had to blog about it.
its the most (insertawordhere) day of my nearly 1/2 year relationship. i screwed everything up.
to eyya: im sorry if i was being that F bitch. that wasnt me. its not that i dont wanna eat. its just that i just dont have the mood to eat. i will eat when i feel really2 hungry. dont worry. i know how to take care of myself. and its not that im mad at u that u laughed about whatever la. but it was just the other me being mad at u. i will fume up for no reason. i dont know why. so, im sorry for everything. and i dont think i have enough courage to meet u again after what had happened yesterday. im really sorry for all that.
yours truly, AYUKI RAWR.
to hendra, i dont wanna expose anything. let's just make ours a secret sms between us.
