the last post was on the 17th. which means i didnt blog for 3 days. but somehow, it felt ages and i felt that my blog has becoming rusty and dull. i dont know why.
somehow, skool make me feel sucky cos of the stupid internet connection. and now, im doing POA during Sports Business. and shyte. i hate that. but somehow, my faci is kind enough to give an extra hand.
i dont do anything much this week. but Saturday during tarian, it was worst la. only 2 people came. plus shira it was 3. but then, she had to leave at 3 cos of modelling thingy. after that, went tamp int to meet An. yes. the boy who MIA-ed for the whole day. talked abit before hendra came. then follow-ed hendra to his home to take his things. then met joey and an again at hall. then bus-ed to pasir ris. they wanted to fish but mimi forgotten to bring his rod. hahaha. selenger bacen.
bus-ed home at 8.30. reached home and sleep.
i think i need rest. pffts. im damn shagged.
and what's worrying me now is my PP.
p/s:and the most enjoyable moments was when we were harmonizing. it sounds so cool.
okay. cut the crap.
dear eyya, abg told me that you're scared to talk to me while i, on the other hand dont have the courage to talk to you anymore. after much prompting from abg, i finally decide to take the first step. maybe its not a good idea to post it here but whatever. i know it was a disaster on that day. we didnt talk the whole day after that. and i'm glad everything is okay now. however, things between us is not okay. and i dont know why. im not mad at u in the first place. its because of the stupid day that i gave u my cold shoulders. i heard alot about u. even if im not talking to u when i see u online, i still hear and see things about u. and im sorry i cant be there when ur family broke up. i know how it feels for a 16-yr-old girl. and i heard what happened between u and halim. and i do read ur blog whenever im free. i miss ur crap and all. but what to do. both are afraid of each other. and to think of it, seriously think we need to stop this. we need to stop the silence that has been occuring for a month, i guess.
to end this, i wanna say sorry if what i did to u makes u feel bad and all. seriously, i hope we're like last time.
