my 2 weeks of holidays are over, mayne. damnit. what the hell. when holidays are here, i have nothing to do. and i feel like skooling. but when holidays are over, i want it to stay. life is very complicating.
anyway, how did i spend my last day of my holiday? well, i practically sleep my way i the afternoon. i dunnoe why i am so sleepy but then, i practically sleep. and i didnt wake up by myself. the times where i woke up was when baba asked me whether i wanted to eat and also during maghrib time. aiya. and now, im blogging. i dunnoe if i can sleep later on at night.
bf called just now. and he alrd reached home. he told me we will be meeting on wednesday. that should be like 3 days time. and i wish i could sleep through the rest of the days and wake up a few minutes before meeting him. and i dont feel like going to skool cos im used to waking up at 12 pm everyday. and bf told me that even though im at home, my parents will still feel that im outside cos i locked my door and decided to stay inside my own room. well, sometimes, i dont feel like talking to them. especially baba. i know baba too well. and even if him his litle princess, it doesnt mean i despise him. but sometimes i dont have the mood to answer his questions. even though it made sense, but i still dont want to. oh yeah. these past 2 weeks, i've never asked baba to fetch me from anywhere. i've been a good girl and tak menyusahkan him.
yesterday, i met bf after tarian. and bf bring as (i think), his newly adopted sister. i was angry at bf cos he WAS LATE. and i hate late people. but when he bring as, all my anger towards him fades. and then i carried as. haha. and i felt like a mom. i wondered how and what would i do if i am a mum now. gosh. haha. i talked about this with bf. he just laughed it away.
for now, i have to worry about skool tmrw. and i have to worry about UT, which is the next 2 days. aiyoooo. !@#$#$#%$^&^&$#$@!&**_+
