as i have expected, i'll be alone at the end of the day. see, my prediction is correct. parents left for work at different part of the day. and i dont know if baba is coming home after work or he is over-timing. but in the end, he will fetch mama at 9pm cos mama fisnish work alrd. i was at home from morning til 10-15 mins ago with abg. he went out with tam and apit to teman tam buy ticket to go KL.
gosh. im fcuking bored. and i just put down the phone with bf. he told me he reached home at 12 cos he went to sit at kedai kopi near his workplace with his colleagues. and he just woke up. takd abit here and there and he told me he's watching soccer later with an and khairul. when he said "i just meet u tmrw", i wanted to follow so badly. but when he said "if u want to come, then come", i dont feel like going anymore. i dunnoe why. maybe its because i felt that everywhere he go, i wanted to follow, and i dont give enough space for him to be with them.
haiyoooo. let just time tell me to follow or not. in the meantime, i dunnoe what to do. and i dont feel like meeting him tmrw cos in the end, we dont know where to go. this is always happening. dont ask why, it just happened.
in the end, it's either we're under the void deck, nowhere to go. or we'll be at silat places. or eventually we'll be with an or/and khairul.
