i dunnoe what happen to me lately. sometimes, i will talk non-stop. and most of the times, i will keep on dreaming away. keeping quiet as if i'm alone in this world. bf will be the one asking me what happen, what am i thinking and whether i am okay or not.
bf. i dunnoe what to answer you. i dont want you to worry, and that's why i said okay. but at the same time, i feel that i need to tell you something. and that explains the expression on the face. if you want me to tell you, i will stop and think. why? because i don't know where to start and what to tell you. there's alot of things on my mind. and seriously, ALOT. sometimes, i thought i could handle these things alone. but it's alrd been the 2nd day, perhaps, that i've been like this. and i still dont know whats really on my mind. maybe i think too much, but somehow, i dont wanna think but these things keep popping up on my mind. what should i do? i seriously need you here. as i type these things, my tears are rolling down. i could not bring myself to understand the inner me. and seriously, its not only you who have been seeing these changes. but i do see the changes in me. so, if u happen to read this, u know what to do.
