i woke up early in the morning just to layankan baba. he woke me up like how he should and i kinda got irritated by the voice. anyway, he left alrd for his trip to brunei. aft that, i met the bf under his void deck. i was actually crying when he tapped me on my shoulder. i dunnoe why but this time, it really made me tear that he's leaving for 8 days. 8 days without him, 8 days without his voice perhaps. 8 days without "ba, can u fetch me at blablabla." i cannot be that manje during this 8days. haiyooooo. and there was this msg where he wanted to sent to abg but was sent to me instead. he asked abg to take care of mama and me. and abg is doing his job. stop all the emotions.
i went over to tamp to meet the bf. we had breakfast first. then we head to his block. but when sitting down, i felt like shitting. so, i went to twcc to shit cos bf's hse is under renovation. and its so yucky to shit in a place where there's sand and rocks everywhere. so, i went over to twcc for a nice and peaceful shitting place. aft doing my business, i went over to the bf's place. and this is where i saw this mondok being smashed like mashed potato. eerrgghhhhh! its so yucky man. all the intestines and blood and brain and all. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeergggghhhhhhh! then, i went over to his place to look at his house. his living room is almost done. his adek's room was almost done. so, it leaves his and his parents room. please renovate his house faster. cos i can't bear to see him like a runaway man. damn. the bf wanted to bath again because he told me he didnt feel clean bathing at his under-renovation home. and guess what? he sleep on my bed aft that. i dont feel like waking him up cos i know he didnt get the nicest sleep ever for a week cos he had to sleep on the chair with the dust and all.
he woke up by himself and we left the house at 2:45pm cos i had UT. aarrgghh! another failure i guess. the first question made me dumbstruck. i was reading the question umpteen times and couldn't get it. like wth right? aft skool,i went home with the 2 boys, amir and abg. since mama havent buy beras, me and abg went down to get our dinner. i bought mee kuah and it taste yucky. i couldn't even finish it man. then w lepak under the void deck for almost an hour, just talking crap. and abg made me laugh like hell. hahaha. now, i think its time to sleep. gotta be ready for skool tmrw.
anw, i dont feel like going to skool anymore. skipped too many for this sem alrd. eventho the classmates are fun, but still, i dont find any motivation. and responsibilities are stacking way up highhhhhhhh til the sky. man, i think this is work life. too many responsibilities with little experience. and PP is killing me. again and again. haiyaaaaaaaaaaaah. too tired alrd.
and mama told abg that i can take bike license. when i really want it, they dont let me. but now, i feel like taking bike license no more. but baba said i have to take car license first. and i know bf dont approve me for bike license cos i agree with him that it's too dangerous. and by the time i got my license, everyone passed alrd. i can just show off my license to the 17 yrs and below. aiyoooo. confused state now. and maybe abg is buying me alpinestar shirt or whatever it is on my birthday cos i like DRZ. fuuuh. best pe ade abg mcm gini.
