it's the 2nd break now. and everyone is busy typing away. my team consist of sabi, jessie, gary and devi. and for god's sake im the leader and i didnt do anything. im uper lazy today and i dont feel like doing anything.
anyway, yesterday was management class. and it's vicky. super duper bored. my group was hadi, beam and devi. but the boys left us, the girls alone to do the work. in the end, i decided to merge with jessie and clement *_________*. i was rotting all the way. during 2nd break, i met diana together with sabi for our PP. however, i was having this very huge headache and then, i slack during 3rd meeting. aft that, i met amir to bus-ed home together with him. at home, i waited for bf to call/msg me when he finish his fishing session. we bus-ed to pasir ris for silat and bf trained. he was all drained out before silat. but aft silat, he was all energized up. pretty odd. and papa sent me home. talking about papa, he said this to me "ayu, nanti bilang hendra tunggu kat situ. nanti papa datang amek." i was like "papa?" i told abg about this and he said "waaah. dah mcm kahwin dgn hendra je?" haha.
i gotta sleep now. i feel so shitty. i shouldn't have felt this way. im trying to be optimistic. wtf. its so difficult. hais.