wednesday. 2611o8. my team managed to smoke through for presentation. and when class ended, i wanted to do my RJ quickly but it wasn't open yet. and i dont feel like staying in class. thus, i went over to causeway point with faaiz and sabira. however, they changed their mind and went over to ayub's hse while i bus-ed over to bedok. anyways, in the bus, i didn't get any seat and i was looking for one. maybe its damn too obvious until this malay auntie asked me whether i wanna sit or not. so, i sat beside her and i thought of sleeping cos my head is damn too heavy and i was heavy a severe headache.however, that wasn't the case. the auntie talked to me until we reached bedok int and she gava me chewing gum cos she happened to be from johor. and she talked all the way about her daughters and sons. and she told me how successful they are and she wants me to be like them in the future. well, it sounds nice to bring home 4-5K but sometimes, its hard to achieve. silat was damn fun. and there are meetings going on here and there. aft silat, i was damn shagged with my laptop and all. but bf had this meeting with qayyum and made me wait. i wanted to sleep but i couldn't cos they are laughing out loud and blablabla. somehow, i felt left out but what to do. so, i went home with heavy eyes.
thursday. 2711o8. lucky i woke up on time and didn't miss the 6:55 am 62 bus. bus-ed over to hougang and then 161-ed to woodlands. and for the first time for this semester, i slept in the bus like a pig, man. guess i was too tired. and law wasn't as dry as before. it kept me awake. especially with beam ad nirza in the team. the 2 racist bastard. hahaha. and i was feeling shitty all day. like just shitty. words can describe how shitty i felt that day. presentation was quite okay since 2 person from each team need to represent the team. and i am one of them. but as you know, it's like normal for me cos dave's class is worse. only 1 man per team. pfft. but i was used to it anyway. aft skool was UT and then i left to meet amir at stage. bus-ed home together with him. at home, i bath-ed and i read books. then i had dinner and then i fell asleep. til around 12+ to 1 am. called bf but i guess he was asleep alrd. anyway, i walked under the block next to mine and i encountered this familiar smell. the smell of bf's clothes. and suddenly i miss him. i wish his house would be done by today. i dont wanna feel this way.
friday. 2811o8. sabi is not in class. so, in conclusion, she's not gonna be here today. i don't know about UT. and i wish amir is here in skool. cos suddenly i feel like crying. dave's class is okay now. the problem seemed pretty easy. SEEM. it can be tough during the 2nd meeting. and everyone is busy doing their own things. but anyway, 10 days of skool left, not including sat n sun, before the holidays are here. sometimes, i dont wish that the holidays are here. cos later during the holidays, i don't have plans. this will = to FCUKED UP and boring situation. something to look forward to is my birthday. and im not all excited like how i used to be in the past few days. what's wrong with me man?
