wednesday. 1712o8. i did nothing much at home. just let time pass by, which is so freaking slow. i msged azni and ajak her lepak with me before gelanggang. thus, i met her at around 6.45pm. i rushed my way to kampong chai chee cc because she was alone. we talked crap most of the time. then, we went over to shop to get ourselves smth to eat. by the time, it was alrd 7.15. qayyum was there by the time we came back and then, he talked and talked til glg starts. hell, i felt like puking the moment irwan asked us to run 3 rounds around cc. i was like "WTH?!?!?" fitness aku rabak giler. anyways, aft silat, i asked afnan to help me count the money. and i wasnt concentrating on the conversation between qayyum and irwan. lucky baba fetched me from silat. if not, i have to go home by bus with 600 bucks in my bag. phew.
thursday. 1812o8. i met kak baya in the afternoon to pass her the money. then i bus-ed myself to skool for some soccer. and i should haven known that the boys won't let me play. khai was being kind enough to let me play but hell, the rest just wouldn't wanna pass the ball to me and shira. i got bingit and i took off my shoe. i should have seen that coming man. the time where we played soccer over at an's place, the boys weren't that bad. they passed to girls and they didnt even complain if the girls played bad and passed to the wrong player. shit, i missed those times. it just doesn't apply here. i got irritated and so does shira and we play on our own. sabi joined as well. anyway, aft soccer, we went over to al-ameen and have dinner. then simon made us go all the way to amk and he left us hanging. i bus-ed home while the rest cab-ed home. and now i know hougang and amk isn't that far.
on a much heavier note, today marks the day where students go to their skool t take their results for N Level. and hell, the first few responses i got were okay. i remembered back then where i had to take my O's. with not much confidence, i was one of the last few who took the results. and i was disappointed a lil cos i expect to get a 15 pointer but i got 19.but hell, who cares anyway. i passed and that is all that matters.
SISTER EYYA & FAST.
i know its kinda hard for u right now. but what to do. its ur family's decision. u know me and abg will always support u. love u no matter what. dont give up just yet. its not the end. (:
NUR HERDAWATI BINTE AMRAN.
SAFIRAH INDALLAH BINTE IDRIS.
CONGRATS on passing ur N's. hope to see u in poly in futher years to come. wish the both of you all the best. (:
