the day where me and beam wore the same shirt. coincidentally.
i dunnoe if this is the holiday that i am looking forward to. seriously, i feel like schooling now. but when it comes to skool, i'll be shagged like hell. and when its not the holidays, i'll be very busy with silat almost 3 out of 5 days of my skooling days. while the other 2 days will be spent with the bf. weekends? smetimes im packed, sometimes im not. even i can't spend my time with the classmates aft skool during the school days. now, during the holidays im very free that i watched the japanese drama since 12 til 8pm.
being paitao-ed over and over again really disappoint me alot. sometimes i wonder what's up with being so damn nice over and over again. i dont even have the cheeks to scold. even when im angry, it will be just for awhile. even abg is enjoying his holidays now. (eventhough his holidays start too early as compared to me)
and knowing that my holidays will continue to be this way, i'm really not looking forward for my birthday. to hell with my birthday. nothing interest me anyway. knowing that it will be just a one day thingy that will come and go as per usual. just like any other days.
ps/ im still very disappointed in u. eventhough i talk to u that everything's alright, but im not. im waiting. waiting for u to say that word.
my one day bf. Abdul BeamO Bin SupremO.
**EDITED**
PASSED!
like finally. aft so long. no wonder i kept thinking about it during my bus ride to pasir ris just now. i saw david's pm. i was abit scared cos he got the most lenient assessor but he still failed. ALHAMDULILLAH. fuuuuh. so much for having grain as assessor. since i passed, sabi confirm pass. no doubt. i gotta thankk someone for helping me out with my poster.
