told ya that i will be away for 3 days. i swear i wanted to post yesterday during the start of 2009 but i was too lazy and distracted to do so.
let's start. (:
monday. 2912o8. i met bf under his void deck at 12.30 pm. i wonder why so early. haha. anyways, we went over to hafiz's block and waited for him for like 20 mins. seriously, he took damn long and that made everyone waited for him. we walked over to TP bus stop and bus-ed ourselves to bedok north near bedok town sec i think. then we lepak under this void deck. hafiz and afnan went to buy drinks for us. and me, sofea, azni and bf lepak together while waiting for them. so, bf wanted azni and sofea to listen to this podcast on my phone. i on it and then i accidentally dropped azni's phone. that was the first thing that really dampens my mood. i sat talk, not talking to anyone. felt so guilty and dont even wish to talk to azni. aft awhile, i got back as per normal.
on our way to pasir ris. to buy things for ourselves.
taken by azni, the lil girl.
azni, me, bf. bf, i think you know what i want.
there, me and bf sat at the park for awhile. bf got enthu with his rod and he start to pasang all the shits. and he and afnan went for fishing late at night. at around 10 pm.
hafiz, the only guy left at the chalet. he took care of the girls while bf and afnan went fishing. and we had fun together. (:
we all slept at 6 am and the girls slept with the boys. but, the boys slept at the living room, we girls slept in the room.
tuesday. 3o12o8. i woke up by the sound of abdul qayyum bin manab's voice. anw, aft awhile bf got a call from guru and thats where everything started. that is where everything dampens my mood. this is the day that made me cry. this is the day that made azni cried. this is the day where the girls and the boys were so called not on "talking terms". everything happened on this day.
when the saddest part comes.
anws, at night, we all went for training. i was not in the mood to train, with what happened in the morning and afternoon, but i still do. aft awhile, i had to go out of the train and i sat with guru and he talked about smth. that made me relieve for awhile. and then, we took guru's van and again, its time to lepak. the girls lepak at kak baya's place. the guys had their own. so, we had a short short meeting and we are free to do whatever we like.
aft that, this is where the girls start to bond back with the guys. but most importantly, i talked to bf first. cos i felt so lonely not talking to him almost a day. so, i started to talk to him first. and then i went over to talk to yana, just the two of us. its all about talking session. and yana left for her silat camp and me and azni went up which is nearly at 7 am.
wednesday. 3112o8. woke up at 2 pm. bf alrd went home. afnan went to teman kak baya and byzura. so, me and azni lepak with hafiz. aft awhile, yana came over. we played captains ball. then everyone started to be busy. busy cooking, busy this and busy that. me? i was busy watching the tv. haha.
Muhammad Akid Angel.
thursday. o1o1o9. anws, we countdown together. and then, i started to eat cos i had to. haha. and then, i was soooo sleepy that i fell asleep while watching the tv. bf woke me up at around 2 am. and then i wash my face and i was all awwake til 6.30 am. the rest were all asleep alrd. and me, azni and aila went to sleep as well. bf woke me up at 8.30 and i washed up and woke the girls up. we were alrd preparing to leave. we left the chalet at 10 am and me, bf, burg, norma, hafiz, afnan and baby went to elias mall to drink. baba fetched me home. i online-ed for awhile and then i fell asleep til 10.30 pm. fuuh. power or what?
getting too bored while the guys are talking.
every year, there's good and bad stuffs happening. and only aliens had good times for all the 365(or issit 364) days. im glad that im still surviving and fighting thru the odds for 2008 with the bf. for family wise, its still the same. just that when mama has alrd started working, i felt the change. i think abg does too. and im looking forward for 2009. i hope i will get what i wanted. bf will be leaving his NS life in 10 months time. and i dunnoe whats his plan. i hope it will not drift us apart. also, he will be having his op. and we actually made a pact on 1st jan 2009. i hope we can do it together. and by the end of jan, i hope i can move up to year 3. the only thing that worries me alot is my CE points. hais. i still have a lot more to go. anw, to think far, i dunnoe what im gonna do aft poly. but lets not fret over it. 2009, here i come. (:
