I just feel that now is the best time for me to express my feelings in my blog. I do not know who will read my posts, but I'm sure someone will. I told my Bf that no one is tagging me at my tagboard and he told me maybe there's alot of silent readers for my blog. & I have to agree, I guess. I sound so sad now when I'm supposed to be happy.
This post is for my Bf. It's been awhile since I post about him. I know how it feels when someone post about you. Somehow somewhere in your heart, it feels great.
To tell all of you the truth, my relationship has been in a very rocky situation for the past 2 months. NO! Not because I have other guys and not because my Bf has other girls. It's just that the both of us are busy with work and school respectively. By the time we meet, both of us are already tired. & we do not really go out just the two of us. Both will pull long faces when meeting each other, especially me. Being in the 3rd year now really puts me in a really stressful situation. With FYP, with pulling up my sock for my GPA. Haiyo.
After the shits that both of us has gone through, we sorted things out on Sunday. I took the initiative to go all the way down to Penin to accompany my Bf buy his camera bag, with my half-clutch eyes. Well, I'm NOT complaining okay. After that, we have a heart to heart talk. It made me cry, thinking of me and him in the past. How happy we were, how nothing else mattered in the world. How we got into this mess. Everything was being thrown out. & the most touching part is he wiped my tears for me. But the most seriously touching part is this:-
Me: I'm sorry I wet your shirt cos of my tears. Bf: If not my shirt, who else can it be?
Everybody go "AWWWWWW!". We then went to CoffeeBean cos Bf has the sudden urge of drinking coffee. He asked me whether I wanted to go Starbucks or CoffeeBean and I chose CoffeeBean cos I haven't try the Coffee there. Afterwhich, I sent him to workplace and we meet Kak Haslina. Boy, I miss that women. After that, me and Bf went over to Cotton On at Velocity. I wanted to buy slipper but because Bf is kinda late for work, we planned to shop for my slipper some other day. After which, I went home.
Monday 29th June 2009; On Monday, Bf made the first ever move to pick me up from school. This is the first time he did this. He only had a few minutes of sleep and he came all the way to Woodlands to fetch me from school. Everybody go "AWWWWWWW!" again. We then bus-ed over to Tampines. Inside the bus, we talk-ed about us again. Talk-ed all the way til we reached Tampines. Went over to S11 to eat. & my Bf said I had a high taste for food. HAHAHAHAHA! Anyway, we went over to Cotton On to buy my slppier and shades. And then we went over to CK to buy myself some undies. I bought for myself a laptop bag as well. & the best thing is it's green in colour. I LIKE! After which, we bus-ed over to Punggol. I bought myself another two long sleeve shirts. FUH! Shop like hell. Lepak-ed awhile under my void deck and Bf went home at 11pm.
Tuesday 30th June 2009; I met Bf at my house area at 11 am. Bus-ed over to Beach Road. Bf bought 2 shirts and slipper. Went down for a drink of lychee and we are on the way to Bugis already. Bought ourselves tickets for Ghost of Girlfriends Past. & went to Bugis Village while waiting for our movie timing to start. I bought myself a dress and Bf bought another tee. Went over to Iluma for our cinema. The movie is good. Especially, when my terms with Bf is good now. It adds extra ingredient. HAHAHA! (: After that, we went over to Bugis Village to buy Bf his cap and we went to eat at KFC. Afterwhich, we bus-ed over to Sengkang, fetched Kak Baya and we cab-ed to Pasir Ris for silat. Guru fetched Kak Baya at gelanggang while me, Bf and Burg bus-ed home.
Wednesday 1st July 2009; I didnt do anything much. However, I went over to Hougang to have my breakfast + lunch + early dinner with Amir. After which, I went over to Bedok for Silat. Bf came after his work. I have another round of dinner with Bf and Afnan. I bus-ed home with Bf and we talk-ed about us again. (:
The most stupidest thing we never do is, we did not take any picture. Too busy shoping, I guess. HAHAHA! Seriously, after we talk-ed, I feel so much better. I do not have the heavy heart and I'm not really paranoid or scared or whatnot. I love the way we are now. Seriously I do. & I appreciate whatever you have spent on me or whatever you have changed just for me. I love you and I hope everything's gonna stay this way. I hope nothing can come in between us. It's been awhile since we went out like this and I love going out with you, just the two of us. I have you all to myself. YES! I'M THIS SELFISH! HAHAHAHA! (:
